Monthly Archives: October 2016

Silence

They tell us not to hurt anyone’s feelings. Words hurt more than anything. If you have nothing nice to say then say nothing at all. We grow up in this world believing that silence is the way. It’s best to … Continue reading

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Breaking the Silence- The First Act

This piece is a continuation of Breaking the Silence posted a few days ago. As my identity started to slip slowly away, I began to fall more for this man.  I thought he was my world, but how could he … Continue reading

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Breaking the Silence

Silence is a word that is too often overlooked.  We are told to be silent and walk away if someone antagonizes us.  If you have nothing nice to say it is better to say nothing at all.  We are taught … Continue reading

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The Cycle

I keep pedaling, but my wheels are spinning. I go faster and slower, but I go nowhere. My wheels are just spinning and time is standing still.I want to jump off and run as far aways as I can. Running … Continue reading

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Another Day in the Neighborhood

Kids are bustling around and playing outside in the fall leaves. So many happy faces. So many innocent faces. I look at my child and see that big grin and my world stops for a moment. I wish I could … Continue reading

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Silence

I am shuddered by silence. I can hear a pin drop. Words cannot describe the silence. I just want to scream, but no words come out. My tears are my words. I cannot fathom the so many why’s. I am … Continue reading

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Grief

When I describe this word, writer’s block hits me.  So many words I want to say, but so hard to say.  I am back to denial again, but not with myself.  I have accepted what happened to me, but I … Continue reading

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