Monthly Archives: May 2016

The rollercoaster…

The past week has been a roller coaster of ups and downs. As I sit here and type this with one hand, I realize how lucky and blessed I am.  The week ended with Landry’s GAL still saying I need … Continue reading

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The awakening of the butterfly

The last few years of my life I have dealt with things that have haunted me for over 18 years and have made significant changes in my life for the better.  A divorce was the first of those choices.  Even … Continue reading

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Heartbroken

Today was Mother’s Day and I am still in shock of the pain I saw Landry in today.  I got Landry back from his father’s today and I didn’t even know who Landry was.  Landry was so excited to come … Continue reading

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Tug of War

As I mentioned before I was expecting an unraveling to happen soon and although I thought I had more time. The unraveling has begun.   I got the call and I know the unraveling has already begun and our lives will … Continue reading

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A day of hope, sadness and fear

The last week has been a challenge to say the least, but I made it through 4 psychologists appointments- 2 for me and 2 for Landry.  I made it and so did Landry.  The thing with PTSD is you think … Continue reading

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The unraveling

Sitting here tonight typing this blog the unraveling begins.  My thoughts racing.  Too many psychologist meetings for a child too young. Can this really be happening?  I don’t want to believe it, just like I didn’t want to believe things that … Continue reading

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