Monthly Archives: April 2016

Dating after Domestic Violence and Divorce

This week has been a challenge particulary because I know what is to come and my boyfriend visited.  I haven’t really talked much about him on my blog, but I think it is time.  I talk about the after effects … Continue reading

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Screw you PTSD

The reality has settled in and I have 4 psychologist appointments in the next week. 2 for me and 2 for Landry.  Just when I thought I was kicking PTSD’s ass, it came back to haunt me in the literal … Continue reading

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Back to Reality

Today began my reality again.  I had a wonderful weekend and was on the go so had little time to think and reflect on my last week with myself and Landry.  Landry keeps bringing up the fact that Landry remembers … Continue reading

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Everywhere I go

It seems as though lately, everywhere I go I am reminded of what happened to me. It used to be that I just talked about things in therapy and it was out of my mind (one of my blessings with … Continue reading

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Endurance

Today I reminded of the abuse I endured as Landry talks about what Landry saw and endures the emotional and maybe physical scars that was left behind.  Today I am reminded how little help there is for survivors and victims. … Continue reading

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The guilt

The guilt consumes me, yet I never did anything wrong.  What did I do to deserve this?  What do I do wrong?  Why did I not report it?  Why am I a statistic? Why does Landry now ask why I … Continue reading

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The after effects

So many people talk about PTSD, but they really “talk” about the subject.  I will never forget being out with a group of people and an individual that I met once before asked me ” So you over your PTSD … Continue reading

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