Monthly Archives: March 2016

Today I am exposed to more violence than I ever imagined. Tomorrow my child will be exposed to even more violence. Violence is an expression communicated to us everyday. Society has accepted violence as a means to survival. Today I … Continue reading

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Narcissism exposed

Very few people actually know what a narcissistic personality disorder (NPD) is or what is sometimes referred to as a cluster B personality disorder.  I do not claim do be an expert in this field, but here is a link … Continue reading

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Empowerment

It’s been too long since I have been on here writing and I can definitely feel it. Life got in the way and has been non-stop the last few weeks.  It started with finals and has ended with things one … Continue reading

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Emotional Expression

What is that?  I am told that I need to work on my emotional expression.  That it is okay for me to get mad and angry and even feel rage.  For years, I vowed never to show these emotions because … Continue reading

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A poem about my survival

Why did this happen to me? Why do my scars feel and look like a tattoo? Will my scars ever fade? Can I ever run fast enough to see my scars fade? Why did this happen to me? I am … Continue reading

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Proud Tough Strong Determined

I saw this image over a year ago when I was finally accepting my diagnosis of chronic/ complex PTSD and it has always resonated with me. I had been diagnosed for a year already, but this image just stuck with … Continue reading

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Every Wednesday We Meet Doomsday

Every Wednesday, I start to get tense and anxious.  It happens more and more as the day goes on.  Then the doorbell rings and I freeze.  I freeze like I did so many times before in my marriage.  I freeze … Continue reading

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